Downward they fall
washing away with them my hope
pouring from my eyes
and seeking the ground
No matter what I do
or how hard I try
the tears never stop
over love I never had
The love that I will never have
is always there to taunt me
plaguing my dreams
and filling my fantazies
Slowly dieing....by my own will
storing the pain deep inside
only letting it vent to myself
until I break down and fall apart
Reaching out for others
of the same troubles
and upon finding one
I recoil to myself
Cutting myself
to see the blood
I am impervious
to the pain
My body will heal
but the pain in my heart
will continue with me
to the grave and beyond
Jason Reid
